For the moment, while deflecting the onslaught of bills, car repairs, insurance, lockers, phone, many, many others, I take refuge in the staff accommodation. Temporary, a dark basement, no sunlight whatsoever, fluorescent lights that only occasionally work, no internet, a good night gives you stop-motion pornography - a mere one bar on the computer, on the phone none, a shower that jets steam and ice water alternately despite the tap, the clutter of bad furniture, bedding, finding a place here, it's been a constant battle and it's wearing me down, this getting settled, and time is passing...