Every day another miraculous resurrection, it starts, I'm amazed, but not nearly as amazed as I am when it goes...
20 below outside, 19 below in the car, the snow never melts inside, never enough antifreeze to stop me from freezing, but it''s quicker than walking...
It's been over 2 months since my last prospecting adventure, 2 torturous months trapped in Calgary, the car, it isn't going to make it, I know this, every trip to work that I arrive safely and in a single piece, that's another miracle, soooo many miracles, my cars' a veritable Jesus on wheels....
The noise, even louder than before, deafening, it's like a Jet engine or 747 taking off right over your head, at intersections people check the car out, think that I've customized it this way, pimped my ride, I'm a street racer, hot-rod enthusiast, nahhh, it's just the car, lacking an entire exhaust system, muffler, look at it, really, who would spend money to customize this?
It's depleted on every fluid, antifreeze twice a day, oil, gas, I complain to the other waiters at work, if they win the lottery they'll get me my jeep, "Still..." warn's A*****, "you might have to put gas in the next car too you know..."...I know, I know, I just don't want to be over-committed to this, with every trip quite likely, almost certainly it's last I don't want to risk losing a full tank of gas in the bargain...I have to watch the gauges like a pilot, exhaust, fumes, the restaurant is about the outer limit of it's reach, the temperature starts to climb when I reach the first shoulder of the hill, every red light thereafter is a torturous wait, watching the temperature fluctuate, Will it make it? Will it not?...
It's done, done, done, 4 liters of antifreeze a day, more antifreeze than gasoline, I've been using water, it's too much, this hand-mixing of the artisnal antifreeze, guessing at the temperature, I don't want to crack the engine block, maybe it's already cracked, there are the sounds for sure, the rattles from every direction as I drive, engine rods, ball joints, the junk in the trunk, shocks that jar and jolt over every protruding manhole, idiot lights all ablaze, bare tires make the hill down an easy thing, but by the time I start heading up the next hill the fumes in the cockpit are overwhelming, exhaust pours in through the passenger floor, the fumes of burning antifreeze and oil, every cylinder and head gasket straining against the pressure, looking over the storm clouds billowing over the hood, I gotta drive faster if I'm gonna escape, the temperature warning gauge is climbing, the windshield wipers won't clear the smoke...I'm a WWI pilot going down in flames, "I'm the Red Baron!" I scream, but no one can hear me over the galloping of the engine...
...If it'd just survive until the daughter arrives and gets her learners license we could wreck it together, tenacious, this shuddering, smoldering, wreck of a car, i have to grudgingly admire it, it's served me well, no Volvo for sure, but it's done it's best, the daughter and I, we'll lay it to rest, give it a proper funeral and explosion before resigning ourselves to the bus...