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...and all this commuting between the Kootenays and Calgary and I've come to realize that I have no home.
Nothing.
That if I owned a place here - nice, unpack, but I'm not sure it would be home. Maybe, I haven't been here long enough, and the winter, cold, grey, shortened days, fine if you're not living in a woodshed and have a fireplace, a bottle of scotch, are marginally settled in, involved in the community, but that's not the situation, not yet, maybe not ever, when spring comes I know again I'll be restless and wanting to make trails.
Maybe 5, 6, 7 even years since I've been unpacked - in a safe place, jobs, precarious, leaving Calgary, returning to Calgary, so often, summers - when I could afford to - travelling, prospecting, in a way I'm homesick for the idea of home, I have no idea where that is. And there's the inane platitude that "Home is where the Heart Is..." but I've kept my heart and my bits to myself, for good reason, and this plethora of choice has me wondering...
So not home, but feverish in the woodshed, recovering gradually, and as both I and the weather improve there will be plans made for sure...
Missing - Coleman
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Up late, restless, sick, perusing the internet, looking up Missing People in Alberta, a few outstanding cases that always give you pause to think. They never give you enough information, the police always know more than they say, and the surrounding details are generally scant or non-existent.
Examples - "Last seen leaving Canmore Gas Station in a 1978 Red....heading west"...There are lots of these. And that highway, get west of Lake Louise, Golden, go off the road, every year they find missing people, remains at the bottom of a lake in a rusting out car, or swinging eerily in the treetops. In the summer to go off the road is misfortune, in the winter almost certain death, and the finding of you is left almost entirely to chance.
Or: "...last seen attempting to swim the river, appeared to be in distress.". That one's a wrap, case solved.
And yet another example might be: "...Woman leaves home at approx. 10:15 at night to walk to local store and is never seen of again...". Which makes a big mystery out a situation that might not be, for example they don't mention "After fighting with her husband over custody of their children" or "having been laid off from work and in the midst of a difficult divorce", fair clues that might leave the reader with some idea of what may have transpired. The situation - often known to the police, is withheld from the armchair sleuth, and unless alternate sources are found you're left to draw your own fantastical conclusions.
This might be one such example - in any event it caught my eye.
"Edward Joseph Arcand, age 27, was last seen leaving his house in Coleman, AB on June 8, 1975. He was wearing a red shirt, blue jeans and a blue jean jacket. On July 15, 1975 his 1969 Ford Falcon station wagon was found on Highway 940, 50km north of Coleman. He was a small man, 5'8", 139lbs, black hair and brown eyes."
In itself unremarkable. Maybe he got lost while out hunting, fell off a cliff, there's not enough information to say. But then there's this:
"Howard William Booth, age 49, is missing from Coleman area on July 17, 1977. His whereabouts prior to his disappearance is not known. His truck was located 44 miles north of Coleman, in Kananaskis Country. He was a small man, 5'6", 145lbs, sandy hair and blue eyes."
The similarities in the cases are a bit uncanny. And, again, with a bit more information it just might make sense - in the mid seventies the population of Coleman was roughly 1400 people, so such a disappearance would have been a big deal, but I can't find any newspaper clippings from the time that might fill in my understanding. And the area where the cars were found, 44, 50 KM north on highway #40, that's the area of The Lost Lemon Mine, if you're into that sort of thing (if it ever even existed.). Just another fabulous wrench in the story. If you have any information regarding the disappearances - or theories - I'd be curious to know, but it does seem a bit much for coincidence.
more fevered dreams
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Thought I was better, but the peculiar dreams seem to indicate not quite...
...That I was visiting with A***, an ex, amicably in Spain, the last chance we'd have to catch up...
...that my storage locker had fallen into the ground, and entering the top of it, clambering over the fallen boxes, I find a trove of silver bars, heavy, maybe 10KG each, there must be at least 50 of them here, I'm mentally doing the math, almost half a million dollars, I'm passing them up and out of the locker to K****, the boy's mother, she can use them...
...at the restaurant, not the restaurant, now a Chinese place in a mall, J***, an old customer, is letting people in, taking their coats up to a closet a few levels above instead of using the coat check, I'm annoyed, I shouldn't be here, it's not even open yet, but the place is busy...
1 Week to Live
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The neighbor, my age, or thereabouts, is dying of pancreatic cancer. "1 week to live" a source at the hospital says, nurses are the worst, they see only what generally happens and never what could happen.
I've only met him a couple of times, but this hits close to home, he was a bit of a drinker, heavy smoker, he's in the hospital wearing out his last few days on earth...
I gotta quit drinking and smoking. Or cut back a lot. Being sick has done that for me, I'm not awake long enough to do any great damage there, already, when I'm not coughing or expectorating up great globules of phlegm I'm breathing clearer, but I have to make sure I follow up on this when I'm better...
...and it sets me to thinking, one week to live, I sure and the hell wouldn't want to be spending it in the hospital, time to start working on my finances and make sure I have some options open...
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