Every day, an hour at least, on the internet, looking for something to inspire me, something of interest, anything...

The news. I've become a bit of a news junkie, the days headlines (condensed, as it were, to reduce the boredom):

Another schoolyard shooting, police cower outside behind their cars waiting for shooter to give himself up. President says he would have run in and subdue shooter with his bare hands.

And it's boring, just another fucking day, and then I reflect upon it, and all the other non-events that I've read about, and I realize that I'm becoming just a bit Jaded.

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