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Written by: Rod Boyle

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Published: 15 April 2012

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Later in the evening, when most of the running around is done and tables are finishing up and leaving, I find myself engaged in a conversation with a table.

I never engage my tables in conversation.

It's a rule, my views and opinions are generally so contrary to the norm here that to even slightly allow them voice is to open a world of trouble. Don't argue with the customers. But they're young and they've had some wine and are looking for the distraction of someone elses conversation and they open up to me that it's the first night out for them since returning from abroad.

"Really? Where?" I inquire. It's expected.

He, from Dublin where he celebrated St. Patrick's day. A good party I presume, he confirms it.

She, from Africa, where she worked at an Orphanage.

He introduces her as his girlfriend, I'm not interested but note his slight possessiveness.

I'm interrupted. There are no tables, so to speak of, but I'm called upon again and again to run errands, sort out bills, the things all of us should be able to do as equals, but some of us are more equal than others...

Back at the table, their names. I hate names, I have no memory for names, I only remember those I dislike. Z, he gets everybody's name, the name of their children, grandchildren, parents, he loves that stuff. I hate it.

I remark upon the diverse destinations they've been to - incongruent, his adventures are light, hers more interesting, emotionally engaging. I ask why not together, why this separation, odd, he defends himself, feels, though he's in his early thirties, that he's not ready to see that sort of suffering...maybe when he's in his forties...

Pleasant, but a child. And while I have no interest I have to wonder how she ended up with him.

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Written by: Rod Boyle

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Published: 07 April 2012

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**Note. Absent from blog past few weeks, other things have taken priority. And attempts at blogging last weekend, an hour and a half, were lost due to an ill placed keystroke. Discouraging to say the least. So this reconstitutes - slightly, the non-events of the past month.

The restaurant plods dully on.

J. has finally finished my phones, he's done a good job. I was worried they would never be done, work is precarious, I'm not sure he would have found me if I'd disappeared.

M and Z argue about who has more experience in the restaurant industry, each claims 30+ years, neither of them can be told what to do. There are various discussions about arthritis, rheumatism, insomnia, other ailments. Oddly enough, when things need to get done neither of them, despite their years of experience, is around. They scurry from the kitchen like frightened rats, preferring to hide in the front and polish glasses, cutlery, nothing that involves stretching, lifting, climbing stairs, or even the clearing or setting tables. They're of limited value, but I'm, we're, G and I,  sympathetic, one day that could be us...

Z, slow, far too gregarious, greets and meets every customer, asks their name, introduces them, asks about them, their children, grandchildren, shuffles cutlery, candles, napkins, obsequious. The nephew does an excellent impersonation. And all this "attention" makes him as well slow, too slow, a quick and lucrative 3 person night is now divided amongst 4 and runs half as smooth. The nephew is loud and long with his complaints, he doesn't understand that he's not the person to be talking, half his night, easily, is spent texting upon his cell phone...

There are complaints about M - customers called, the stench of liquor was too heavy on his breath. The owner wants to fire him, so do the others, I understand, there's better waiters by far, he fucks up orders, brings the wrong bills to tables, forgets to ring things in, forgets, sometimes, even where he is and what he's supposed to be doing, but I kind of like him, he's the epitome of the older drunken waiter, timid about the kitchen, gregarious and loquacious with the tables, too loud about not really needing the job ("then why are you here???" I want to shout, he's endearing in an odd sort of way. The Nephew hates him, wants to replace him, both of them, M and Z, sees them as useless and for some reason his imagination has elevated the Talking Waiter to the status of Godliness. The Talking waiter was as well useless, but in the Nephew's eyes far more entertaining.

The conversations, though, are another story. I've heard them all, heard them all on the first day we worked together, still he repeats them daily in case I wasn't paying attention:

"So I was in Italy and going to cross the border and...'Spiechen Zie Deutch?' he said to me, which is high German for 'how do you speak such good German', so I replied 'Auch toch niederhelmen', which means 'I lived in Germany', ....so we went for a drink, I ordered...."

They're absolutely grueling. All of them involve running into, by accident or contrivance, an old friend in a foreign country, crossing a border and having a drink. He tells them first in German, translating variously into English or Italian, depending on who he's speaking to, he has the knack of remembering every non-event in his life and stretching them into the longest and most pointless stories, made even longer with the retelling and translations.

The Nephew observes: "He is the typical Alcoholiste, every story involves rum and coke..."

Another regular table that know him, no one's asked but he's inspired to tell another story...The nephew simply swears in disgust and walks away, he continues unperturbed...

"Old friends, old old friends, reminds me of..."

***

In an effort to raise the caliber of conversation I solicit the opinion of the Nephew on a recent high rollers remarkable streak of wins in Atlantic City, 4, 5, 6 million dollar nights playing blackjack. "Drunk ass, he's lucky" is the Nephew's assessment, me, I'm not convinced. I'm thinking he has a system. For me it's proof that there's a crack in every system through which the light shines, if only you can find it...Think the Leonard Cohen song. And, sure enough, an article in the Atlantic confirms it. It doesn't change his opinion, but it does change the conversation, now the Nephew's on about the Oxygen in Vegas, pumped into rooms to keep patrons awake so they gamble more, this leads to the theory that the gas masks on airplanes don't feed you oxygen, they tranquilize you so you don't panic and have a good last few moments on earth, maybe something fun like Nitrous Oxide, a laugh filled party before the plane crashes into the earth. Although the G force would kill you first, and when I question this (there are no G forces in free fall, save the big one upon landing) he thinks about it and recants, a rare moment of lucidity...from here to discussion of the new Star Wars Porn Parody, he's ordered a copy, 3 discs, looks good...I have nothing to contribute.

***

Reservations don't show up. Wrong names, parties, written at the wrong times. The owner is infuriated, he blames the new waiters, they're not so good at taking reservations, skip irrelevant details like the name of the party, date and time, number of people, irrelevant things that infuriate everyone. Their spelling is atrocious. We have a party, similar last name, 2 different times, quantities of people, same night. They don't show. The owner is quick to blame M, his Nephew, doesn't recognize that the handwriting is his own, somehow it's someone else's fault...

***
3 women, one younger, tall, slim, 20 something, cute in that way I would have overlooked at the same age but somehow more attractive now that I'm older. The other 2, one perhaps her mother, grandmother?, the other, who knows. The owner talks with them...
...to me: "What do you think?"
..."Cute" I concur, she is, after a fashion.
"I'll set you up. That young one is her daughter..."
"NOOOOOOOO!"
I don't get this, his setting me up with women I have no interest in whatsoever, always older, plump, they look always like they could be my mother. Maybe it makes him feel more attractive? Or we're equals in some perverse way, in age at least, only I could never hope to have a woman as beautiful as his wife. I don't get his reasoning, only that I have such withering contempt and disinterest, dissociation from our customers that there's no one here he could introduce me to that would be of interest, usually he intuits this...

***

Departure is appraised at 3, maybe 4 weeks. I still haven't told the owner. I don't look forward to it. He's making longer plans, May, June, July. I go along, I hope not to be there. The Ex, whose abode I occupy, has suddenly taken exception to my departure, more obstacles, drama. I have perhaps 5 weeks of prospecting, if I'm lucky. With slight success I could return after the summer, when my daughter has returned to Qatar, September and October if the weather holds. No success and it will be time for a job in a hurry. The staff all expect my leaving, sad, in a way, I'll miss them all, my routine and family for the past 2 and half years. But too much my routine, not enough of my own life, days off spent with boy, never a chance to put brush to canvas, read a book, it's time to move on. I haven't told the owner. His madness is contagious, in a sense I'm furious at having been so deprived of any chance of life these past couple of years, in another way I'm sympathetic, he just doesn't get it, the feudal Italian system of government. Finances are tight, planning for failure and the hurdles that await upon my return, there's an abundance of things that need to be done before my departure, a couple of short kids manuscripts I hope to have out (to publishers for rejection), longer projects that I hold little hope of completing, art projects, cleaning, cats, and now the added worry of finding a new place on a tight budget...

Time passes.

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment"
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Written by: Rod Boyle

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Published: 02 March 2012

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We have a group in the restaurant, oil & gas, name of the reservation synonymous with recent world wars and corruption. You can't have turned on a TV in the past year or watched a documentary without seeing some reference to their nefarious doings.

The owner doesn't recognize their name, "Oil and Gas?" he asks, I explain that their name is synonymous with the Iraq war, Internment Camps, environmental catastrophes, high level corruption and oligarchy in both the US and abroad.

He thinks for a moment on this, then:

"Well, buy them a drink then..."  

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Written by: Rod Boyle

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Published: 28 February 2012

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The nephew inundates me with recommendations for my viewing pleasure.

I don't know where he finds time for all of this, and where he thinks I'll find time, but he's forever suggesting TV shows and movies for me to watch. I've sent him a few links, generally of interest to him, and he's reciprocating after his own fashion.

His favorite shows at the moment - "My Strange Obsession" and "Strange Sex", I have to see them, and so in a narrow window of time between better things to do and do I have the motivation and energy to do them I search a few on YouTube.

Excerpts with titles like: "Fur Suit Fetish", "Rocks for Dinner", "An Adult Baby", the TLC - The Learning Channel Logo  in the corner of the screen, as if this is something to copyright or be proud of in any way, as if, in any way, this represents or passes for learning or curiosity. YouTube automatically recommends further related videos in a long column on the right, Go and go and never end...the well, the depths of the interweb are filled with niche programs that entirely misinform one's worldview. So this is where he gets it. More links on the right - Strange Sex - "Well Hung" and "The Girl with Two Vaginas", every click and clip leads you further down the well.

So now I know what he's talking about and while I won't suffer any more of the Intellectual degradation I've at least done my bit - I have to wonder, though, whether all this media attention is marginalizing or normalizing the disorders it's portraying? Something to consider when I'm a little less queasy...

He asks if I've seen the show, I have, the same excerpts at least that he's been referring to, he doesn't want my opinions, he's already digressing - "you know White Snow?"  and I'm thinking it's a movie about Coke, like Blow, but it's not, after some miming and more miscommunication he's talking about "Snow White, the one of the last great Italian Porno's, it's not so much a porno because it's pretty weird but....you can find it on Elephantlist, it's rare, you'll thank me buddy..."